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dont really want to write my huangcheng closure post now. haha. it is going to be long and i want to sleep now. (sleep debt!)

watched tianleng just now...a bit ..ok fine quite disappointed.

2 things that impressed me

1) lighting
2) joanna dong (but this is a constant..so)

everything else, hm. can be better. feels very unfinished.

in any case, it is really nice to watch performances these days. I appreciate more things and understand alot of things better now :)

a madwoman's diary next sat ~ cant wait. peter sau, first time watching his perf. i think, old huangcheng teacher of ours!

i feel like im learning more than just the artistic piece itself, but also the people creating them and the history and etcetc.

just more and more revelations these days.

after huangcheng, i feel more calm. i think it is because i get my much needed sleep now. i seriously cannot function with less than 6.5 hours of sleep (it used to by 7.5hr!). shackles of power. not so serious ba. but it is a relief it went alright :) in a sense :)

it is a bit surreal too, the whole experience.

long awaited post-huangcheng post.

not this post though. i still need more more more sleep. :)

back to school tomorrow.

i miss the people.
i miss vt already.

fast eh.

the last xiemu at vt, alot of people cried on stage.

i think i was "blanked out"

couldnt think or feel straight then.

I wonder if i would feel that way ever again.

huangcheng ends here but i know it isn't over yet. Having seniors from 2002 coming back in one way or another, in groups in batches makes me know that this batch of friends are going to be around for a long, long time to come.

alright, sleeping now. :) rest well everyone

Thank you everyone for making my 18th birthday so special.

Thanks for the ice-cream cake, yoghurt, tiramisu, giant tweety, pencil box, secret, letters and cards, and all the jokes and quotes. :) AND cannot forget matsujun!

Almost everyone tells me to relax abit more and not blame myself when things go wrong.

Yeye, I'm working on that because I want to be happy, always. Haha :D

 

THANK YOU CHERONNE FOR SACHA JAFRI'S WORK :D 

And, have a safe trip to all those going to Japan. :)

On a more serious note, what to do leh?

Yes, indeed. The four corners of the cosy house has started to make me feel trapped inside again. I like my house, it is warm and cozy and all. BUT I need to get out, just go out and go somewhere, I don't really care what I do. BUT promos! Sigh. Thus, I have to be at home, if not I will get distracted even more to do other things. Already, my mind is starting to wonder about painting something, fingers are already tapping onto "rubbishy" and amusing CHINESE (yes, you got it right, the Taiwanese have a huge thing for this!) horoscope websites. More on horoscopes another time or even later.

BUT YES. I like to be at home once in a while to spend some time on my own but I realised I can't last being at home for more than 3-4 days and this "rule" has stuck since... I was independent enough to get out of the house whenever I wanted to (well, most of the time so long as I don't get home too late at night) haha. I need to go shopping, watch a movie, go somewhere...anywhere. But I know I shouldn't, once I step out of the house I will end up doing... I will end up not studying. Like just now, when I was waiting at coro bus-stop, 171 came :( SIGH. SIGH. I should treasure my time at home, haven't and I guess won't be at home once promos are over. On the date after my promos exam, I already have a list of things that I want to do hehe. :) That includes hana, coffee prince (ian or huishan, if you are seeing this from canada/singapore, I can't believe my mom beat me to it again), paint, pack, shop, watch movies, hang out........

Interestingly, my brother loves being at home. Like my grandma. But that is because of the computer.

Mr. Lim once did an art exhibit exploring the idea of home and national identity etc. There was a shirt I took from him which says at the front " I am homesick" and at the back "I am sick of home".

I think it is the house that is driving me a little nuts not the home.

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Not to mention the NOISE from next door. Thank goodness for noise-reducing earplugs though. Kills off some pollution. I.e. NEGATIVE externality.

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Did I mention that I have this mental image that I want to paint? I can't pinpoint the exact image, it is still blurry in my mind. But I know I want to materialise it soon. I will get it done.

I want to go out....and play.

Oh no, this is bad. The promos hasn't even started. ha.